suesue hate milk

night safari

2010-03-29T23:52:00.002+08:00

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movie

2010-03-24T00:00:00.002+08:00

sneak peek. watch with aida at tampines mall. the show was excellent!

jakarta trip

2010-03-08T23:44:00.003+08:00

Jakarta trip was okay. but i assume the people there were selfish:(

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moments

2010-02-24T14:30:00.000+08:00

It’s the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. And it’s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It’s funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. It’s crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and when you want to move on but you’re stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can’t decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don’t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It’s so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it’s not worth it, but if it really didn’t matter, you wouldn’t spend so much time thinking about it.

love A

2010-02-15T18:40:00.004+08:00

You may not always be able to feel a deeper heart feeling right away, but stay focused in the heart. The sincerity of your effort can reconnect you to your heart current and start the juices flowing. To plug in, think of someone you love or remember what feels good, maybe a fulfilling experience. Feelings help you remember.

valentine

2010-02-14T23:35:00.002+08:00

happy valentine day!

I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me that you bring out.

marina barrage

2010-02-10T23:23:00.001+08:00

The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and all science. He to whom this emotion is a stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead: his eyes are closed.

love: muhd aizat bin mustadiq.

2010-02-09T18:17:00.000+08:00

Vision is the art of seeing the invisible.

2010-02-02T11:26:00.002+08:00

pictures upload at facebook. feel free to see it.

2010-01-30T13:04:00.000+08:00

Life becomes religious whenever we make it so: when some new light is seen, when some deeper appreciation is felt, when some larger outlook is gained, when some nobler purpose is formed, when some task is well done.

batam

2010-01-25T23:47:00.005+08:00

apparently my parents, cousin and i went to batam 2 day 1 night. spend the day there at virgo hotel. went to matahari. we didn't get the chance to explore Robinson. sigh. i went to perm my hair there. and i looked freaking funny. shriek. here are some landscape pictures i took.

lifetime

2010-01-20T04:25:00.000+08:00

Nothing worth doing is completed in our lifetime,
Therefore, we are saved by hope.
Nothing true or beautiful or good makes complete sense in any immediate context of history;
Therefore, we are saved by faith.
Nothing we do, however virtuous, can be accomplished alone.
Therefore, we are saved by love.
No virtuous act is quite a virtuous from the standpoint of our friend or foe as from our own;
Therefore, we are saved by the final form of love which is forgiveness.

What is a true friend?

Otomo No Yakamochi

reunion

2010-01-18T23:49:00.001+08:00

Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born.Forgive and forget to hope for a better past.The world is round and the place which may seem like the end may also be the beginning.

dissapointed

2010-01-17T17:49:00.001+08:00

Better never to have met you in my dream than to wake and reach for hands that are not there.
	Otomo No Yakamochi

FAITH

2010-01-15T04:02:00.002+08:00

I have one life and one chance to make it count for something . . . I'm free to choose what that something is, and the something I've chosen is my faith. Now, my faith goes beyond theology and religion and requires considerable work and effort. My faith demands -- this is not optional -- my faith demands that I do whatever I can, wherever I am, whenever I can, for as long as I can with whatever I have to try to make a difference.

2010-01-11T10:56:00.001+08:00

Living gives you a better understanding of life. I would hope that my characters have become deeper and more rounded personalities. Wider travels have given me considerably greater insight into how cultural differences affect not only people, but politics and art.

bugis library

2010-01-09T03:19:00.003+08:00

pictures will be upload soon...

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at home got bored

2010-01-06T03:36:00.005+08:00

get bored. wear a mask on the night itself.

ikea

2010-01-04T03:28:00.003+08:00

went to ikea, courts and giant with family. bought alot of things there. and we bought a new canon powershot camera.

went swensens.

2010-01-01T11:13:00.002+08:00

went swensens.

we meet again

2009-12-31T18:56:00.005+08:00

finally, i meet up with sofee and anna. it's been long seen we last met. im delighted. hang out with a few of their friends at clarke quay. we play game. some of them crack jokes. we laughed. we took pictures. and went back home at 1145. some of us board mrt and some took bus home. til here then.

went to JB

2009-12-28T11:08:00.003+08:00

went to JB. bought things. we shop there. it was kinda cool when parent were not around. only we siblings and cousin went there alone. we took taxi to woodlands. went back by taxi too. we sheesha there. their sheesha was strong then singapore one of course. but overall was cool. and yea i guess that's enough.

home sweet home

2009-12-26T23:49:00.005+08:00

There is never enough time to do everything, but there is always enough time to do the most important thing.They say that time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself. Today went to my old house at tampines. clean the house and packed things up. Gonna be sad. goodbye old house.

Time is a companion that goes with us on a journey.

It reminds us to cherish each moment, because it will never come again.

What we leave behind is not as important as how we have lived.

played by Patrick Stewart, from the film "Star Trek: Generations"

i did badly

2009-12-25T17:42:00.004+08:00

i did badly for my final year of examination. my GPA point were less then 2. well, never mind. i don't really care about it thou. hope all my friends get good grades. i'll be happy for you guys. make sure you satisfied me with flying colours. may god bless you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!

2009-12-25T17:37:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!

I will always love you ♥

birthday sheesha

2009-12-21T11:50:00.000+08:00

happy birthday sofee the 18

2009-12-12T23:43:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOFEE!

bedok

2009-12-02T11:45:00.001+08:00

went bedok meet my friends, anna and sofee. been long since we last met. accompany them skate. anna bring along her primary school friend, which is zul and azhar. all of them skate except me. i sat at the corner watching them skate. but, i'm happy thou. all of us got home pretty early. and now, im blogging while helping my dad out. and and and...

im gonna miss her. you know who you are. ^^, she's going to Malaysia having holiday with her family and will be back on Sunday. hope she doing fine there. buy me a souvenir please. be waiting. haha!

happy birthday the 13

2009-11-30T11:06:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURUL!

twilight new moon/ happy birthday nurul

2009-11-30T00:37:00.003+08:00

watch twilight. the story kinda bored. more to jacob story. but, i had fun. i love jacob. handsome uh. happy birthday to my youngest sister in my family. live long. hahah! pictures will update soon.

hari raya haji

2009-11-26T23:58:00.002+08:00

four days three night (26/11 - 29/11)

Thursday, went home early from school. dad asked to pack our back because we going to Malaysia to celebrate hari raya haji there. pack our thing and off we went. but, this time we went there taking bus. kinda lazy thou. we reached JB around 1.15am. took taxi there and when to take dad's car at my uncle house. reached kampong around 6am in the morning. after celebrate at my mum's mum. we went to take my dad's mum at JB and off we went to melaka, we went shopping and stuff. went home on sunday night. great day!

Flying kites

2009-11-22T23:43:00.004+08:00

pretty much, did nothing at home, went out with sibling. we play kite at padang near our house. around 7pm, went home and play with bunga api. haha! i had fun.

a gift from god

2009-11-16T22:26:00.001+08:00

No matter how old a mother is, she watches her middle-aged children for signs of improvement.

east coast

2009-11-13T22:18:00.005+08:00

We are not born all at once, but by bits. The body first, and the spirit later; and the birth and growth of the spirit, in those who are attentive to their own inner life, are slow and exceedingly painful. Our mothers are racked with the pains of our physical birth. we ourselves suffer the longer pains of our spiritual growth. We do not grow absolutely, chronologically. We grow sometimes in one dimension, and not in another; unevenly. We grow partially. We are relative. We are mature in one realm, childish in another. The past, present, and future mingle and pull us backward, forward, or fix us in the present. stay happy while you still can(:

precious poeple around you

2009-11-12T22:13:00.002+08:00

The experience of the race shows that we get our most important education not through books but through our work. We are developed by our daily task, or else demoralized by it, as by nothing else.

class

2009-11-11T22:07:00.002+08:00

Yet it is in our idleness, in our dreams, that the submerged truth sometimes comes to the top.

my area.

2009-11-09T23:02:00.000+08:00

changi airport.

2009-11-06T23:00:00.001+08:00

went out with syuhaidah binte zainal. haha! went to bugis and off we went to changi airport to fetch my sister, chacha. welcome home sweetheart!

alone.

2009-11-05T20:16:00.004+08:00

A human being is a part of the whole called by us universe, a part limited in time and space. She experiences herself, her thoughts and feeling as something separated from the rest, a kind of optical delusion of her consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty.

days were great

2009-11-02T18:31:00.007+08:00

been long since i post.

Sunday, send chacha to the airport. have a safe trip. will be missing you.

Saturday, went out with sekma and fiza. help them with school work.

Friday, met liya at cityhall and slack.

Thursday, went out with bedt, we went daiso.

2009-10-31T02:11:00.005+08:00

do you know that a simple "hello" can be a sweet one?

i received one recently from my friend,

in a mail she sent me.

here's what she wrote:

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

the worth of saying HELLO means:

H= how are you?

E= everything all right?

L= like to hear from you

L= love to see you soon!

O= obviously, i miss you..

so, HELLO!

it has made me smile every time

i say hello since then...

2009-10-19T23:50:00.007+08:00

today, went to school as per normal. we were told that we don't have any theory lesson. so, we get to go home early. aieen, bedt and i went to century square and had popeye for lunch. pictures below. around 2plus, i accompany bedt to her interview at dhoby ghaut. after the interview, off we went to meet anna and her classmates at tanjong pagar. they had their interview there. bedt and anna classmate went home early. only the both of us stay. we had no plan. i accompany anna eat then we went to marina step and chill there. got home at 9pm.

um, the fast food was nice

2009-10-19T01:30:00.005+08:00

story cut short

yesterday went for retak raya with siblings at our void deck. had to wear the malay traditional costume. went home quite early. sleep for a few of hours. around 5plus, i and my two younger sister went to the field near our house to play kite. we had a great time.

story cut short

saturday was awesome, we went to marina barrage for a picnic.

tooked pictures, eat etc

overall, i had fun spending time with them(:

2009-10-17T00:08:00.005+08:00

didnt went to school today, was tired.

sekma and fiza come over my house, same as usual, we talk etc.

we watch a movie called, 'IP Man'.

the show was freaking nice.

aww, i adore the hero.

sekma and fiza went home at 6pm.

around 6plus, called pooh, asked her where is she.

tot of asking her about tomorrow.

she said, she's at simei meeting anna and sofee.

they playing netball there. she asked me to come along.

so, i bath and get ready to went out.

i haven eaten for a day. im so hungry.

waiting for my maid to got home to had my supper.

today was a tiring day. -.-

2009-10-14T00:26:00.006+08:00

i shouldn't asked it in the first place. to think back again, i was really dumb. i don't really depend on hope of result. i may have to face the fact that my hard works will be apparently worthless and even achieve no result at all. perhaps, results is opposite to what i expect. but, on value, the rightness and truth of the work itself. i gradually struggle less and less for an idea and more specific people. in the end, it is the reality of personal relationship that saves everything. i believe I've made the right choice. i hope you did too.

ps: good luck is another name for tenacity of purpose.

2009-10-12T23:07:00.003+08:00

schools were great. more assignment(sux)

new time-table. yay!~

2009-10-10T12:33:00.005+08:00

yesterday went out with Mr. Alfian. meet at raffles at 5plus. i was late for half an hour. luckily, he can wait. ha ha!. went to eat at Macdonald's with him. after eating, off we went to Clarke quay to hangout together. i had fun. went home late as usual.

reached Singapore at 11am in the morning. text friends that I've reached. had a rest for a couple of hours. around 1pm. anna called asked me to tagged along went shopping. i accompany her and sofee at orchard. meet them around 5plus. got home. and had my rest.

We were told to wear the tradisional clothes for the caremony. kinda fun thou. i had fun.

(this is what we've been eating)

Last day in Singapore before going to Indonesia. My two younger sister sent us to the airport. Went together with out aunty and her daughter. we ate Popeye before we got off. My two younger sister were left alone with my maid at home because there got exam going on. We went for the trip 5days 4nights.

2009-10-03T23:12:00.005+08:00

when to chalet three days two night. i had fun. it's my first time having chalet with my classmate. the chalet was awesome. after the chalet, we went home. reached home at 11am in the morning. sleep for awhile. around 530pm, meet alfian, my classmate at vivocity. he treat me alot of thing. one of them is a movie ticket "phobia2". now, i own him. heh =.=

got home pretty late because the movie end late. so, we kind of stuck at vivo. but luckily, bus 10 and bus 65 is still available. as for him, he had to take nr6 to clarke quay and had to change bus there. so, he took nr3. reached home around 2plus. and i end up sleeping while messaging with him.

2009-09-30T01:56:00.004+08:00

i believe friends do come and go. i believe i have the right choice to speak up my rights. i may not be someone you're expecting for. we been friends for years. i know we don't communicate well with each other. maybe, the fellowship we build up together for years isn't worthy. Whosoever wishes to know about the world must learn about it in its particular details. Knowledge is not intelligence. In searching for the truth be ready for the unexpected. Change alone is unchanging. The same road goes both up and down. The beginning of a circle is also its end. Not I, but the world says it, "all is one". And yet everything comes for a reason.

2009-09-27T22:05:00.008+08:00

today i went out with anna family's. luckily anna called me in the morning. so, i get ready and went out.

um, ps: Laughter rises out of tragedy,

when you need it the most,

and rewards you for your courage.

(sorry for the bad quality)

yesterday, went out with haziq. we chat and talk. i had fun. around 7plus pm we went and meet liya at cityhall. meet some of new friends there.

p.s:One must be fond of people and trust them if one is not to make a mess of life.

2009-09-25T02:18:00.006+08:00

went raya today with schoolfriend.

we had alot of fun(:

1st day of hari raya.

celebrate at our grandma house at kampong

we were excited!

we reached JB. went buke outside with family and cousin.

last day at geylang before going to malaysia.

before raya, fiza came to my house and make these for me and chacha.

the design turn out great.

then, went to meet anna, sofee and the rest at bugis.

went sheesha. we had fun(:

i looked like minahrep. fcuk!

2009-09-08T01:07:00.003+08:00

The hero is one who kindles a great light in the world, who sets up blazing torches in the dark streets of life for men to see by. The saint is the man who walks through the dark paths of the world, himself a light. The secret of joy in work is contained in one word, 'excellence'. To know how to do something well is to enjoy it. Let us revere, let us worship, but erect and open-eyed, the highest, not the lowest; the future, not the past! The show was awesome but the ending sucks. haha!

2009-09-06T04:06:00.007+08:00

went out with anna. went to ion. *first time*

we went shopping.

picture above ^^

this is the clothe that i wanted to buy for so long

and finally i got it. hoho

Am I not destroying my enemies when I make friends of them?True friendship consists not in the multitude of friends, but in their worth and value. Few friendships would survive if each one knew what his friend says of him behind his back.

2009-08-31T19:47:00.004+08:00

Monday, 31 August 09

did'nt attend school today. so, been wasting my time with friends. we had fun. video cant be upload because they wont let me. huahua~
well, does'nt matter.

ps: you make me laugh

2009-08-28T19:03:00.002+08:00

The world is a dangerous place, not because of those who do evil, but because of those who are being hypocrite. You may wonder how can I leave it all behind if I am just coming back to it? How can I make a new beginning if I simply return to the old? well, the answer lies in the return. You will not come back to the 'same old thing.' What you return to has changed because you have changed. Your perceptions will be altered. You will not incorporate into the same body, status, or world you left behind. it really caught my eyes went i went to see someone blog. im not gonna say who is he/her. Well, here's go. everyone can be angry, that is easy. but to be angry with the right person, and to the right degree, and at the right time, and for the right purpose, and in the right way, that is not within everybody's power, that is not easy. Why guys nowdays are stupid. why are they full of ego-ness. By the choices and acts of their lives, they got brains. why not use them. why must you keep things to yourself. why must you? i mean, you can share with your close freinds. why, not tell them. if they give some dumb advise, ignore them! dont listen. only you know the consequence. you can have another option which is talked to the person that you want to settle things through. you dont have to act cold toward the person when you're having a chat. what's your intention. It is not the critic who counts. its what inside you feel, brain which can think and actions that shows. trust yourself. make the decision quickly. dont let them wait. and mostly think of the consequence.

ps: dont be stupid. you got brains

2009-08-21T21:42:00.005+08:00

Friday, 21 August 09

Making your mark on the world is hard. If it were easy, everybody would do it. But it's not. It takes patience, it takes commitment, and it comes with plenty of failure along the way. The real test is not whether you avoid this failure, because you won't. it's whether you let it harden or shame you into inaction, you learn from it and you choose to persevere. Advice is one of those things it is far more blessed to give than to receive. There is nothing we like to see so much as the gleam of pleasure in a person's eye when she feels that we have sympathized with her, understood her. At these moments something fine and spiritual passes between two friends. These are the moments where we trust each other deeply.

p.s: Trust yourself. You know yourself more than others.

2009-08-18T20:14:00.003+08:00

Tuesday, 18 August 09

Mistakes are a part of being human. Appreciate your mistakes for what they are precious life lessons that can only be learned the hard way. Unless it's a fatal mistake, which, at least, others can learn from. today was my misfortune day. i was caught by the nea. there were a few others of my friend too. we were caught smoking wearing school uniform outside school. well, we have to face it. we're not illegal yet. so, it's our own fault. A subtle thought that is in error may yet give rise to fruitful inquiry that can establish truths of great value. cheer up *wink

2009-08-18T20:10:00.002+08:00

Monday, 17 August 09

friendship is precious, not only in the shade, but in the sunshine of life; and thanks to a benevolent arrangement of things. It seems to me that trying to live without friends is like milking a bear to get cream for your morning coffee. It is a whole lot of trouble, and then not worth much after you get it. oh, went lepak at our usual hangout. we had fun. tooked photo and stuff.

2009-08-18T20:00:00.002+08:00

Saturday, 15 August 09

The sharing of joy, whether physical, emotional, psychic, or intellectual, forms a bridge between the sharers which can be the basis for understanding much of what is not shared between them, and lessens the threat of their difference. Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born. making new friends make me grew stronger. went sheesha with them were one part of the happiest moment i had. hope to meet you guy again*wink

2009-08-15T02:16:00.004+08:00

friday, 14 august 09

The sharing of joy, whether physical, emotional, psychic, or intellectual, forms a bridge between the sharers which can be the basis for understanding much of what is not shared between them, and lessons the threat of their difference. oh, the youth olympic were awesome!

2009-08-12T15:35:00.005+08:00

wednesday, 12 august 09

If I had my life to change over, I'd dare to make more mistakes next time. I'd relax; I'd limber up. I would be sillier than I have been this trip. I would take fewer things seriously. I would take more chances. I would climb more mountains and swim more rivers. I would eat more ice cream and less beans. I would perhaps have more actual troubles, but I'd have fewer imaginary ones. You see, I'm one of those people who lived sensibly and sanely hour after hour, day after day. Oh, I had my moments, and if I had to do it over again, I'd have more of them. In fact, I'd try to have nothing else. Just moments, one after the other, instead of living so many years ahead of each day. I've been one of those peoples that bring lighter everywhere asking people for ciggrate. I would start barefoot earlier in the spring and stay that way later in the fall. I would go to more places; I would ride more merry-go-rounds. I would pick more daisies. When my mind is still and alone with the beating of my heart, I remember things too easily forgotten. The purity of early love, The maturity of unselfish love that asks. desires, nothing but another's good, The idealism that has persisted through all the tempest of life. I can find a quiet assurance, an inner peace, in the core of my being. It can face the doubt, the loneliness, the anxiety, Can accept these harsh realities and can even grow. Because of these challenges to my essential being. I can sense my basic humanity, And then I know that all men and women are my brothers and sisters. Nothing but my own fear and distrust can separate me from the love of friends. If I can trust others, accept them, enjoy them, Then my life shall surely be richer and more full. If I can accept others, this will help them to be more truly themselves, And they will be more able to accept me. I know how much life has given me. The history of the race, friends and family, The opportunity to work, the chance to build myself. Then wells within me the urge to live more abundantly .With greater trust and joy. With more profound seriousness and earnest service. And yet more calmly at the heart of life.

p.s: im sorry

2009-08-12T15:21:00.004+08:00

Tuesday, 11 August 09

went to school as per normal and we really need to finish our filming by this week. kinda stress. help me, please!

taken when we were on our way home

2009-08-07T00:14:00.007+08:00

Friday, 7 August 09

mummy birthday is today. wake mum up. we celebrate at 12am. eat cake. mum was happy still she's sleepy. happy birthday mum. i love you! celebrate national day in school. after school, sekma and fiza came over my house. we talk and stuff and i surely had fun(:

candid* taken by sekma

2009-08-06T23:53:00.002+08:00

Thursday, 6 August 09

perhaps love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end. Sometimes what you want isn't always what you get, but in the end what you get is so much better than what you wanted. Life is filled with happiness, sadness, tears, smiles, laughter and other emotions but when life gets you down, just be strong about it and keep your head up high and have faith in all things in life. i never thought that a friend would really change my mind set. and she really did. im proud to be one of her closest friend. she gave me confident that no one could. the best thing is to try harder.

2009-08-05T14:53:00.002+08:00

when love is in the air, everything looks rosy and beautiful. that's the magic of love.good things often come in small packages. if we delibrate upon this truism, we will find it to be true for many of good things in our lives. well, go straight to the soul while lengthly speeches may fail to do so. there's one sad truth in life i've found. while journeying east and west. the only folks we really wound, are those we love the best.

i never wanted to let you.

i never wanted you to leave.

i just want us to last, together forever.

but, you change it.

just by saying your normal lines.

2009-07-26T00:16:00.002+08:00

saturday, 25 june 09

stay home. ive been watching anime since afternoon till now. luckily the show ended before 12am. anna text. oh gosh. sorry, was watching anime, tk perasan. gonna had my meal soon. goodnight

2009-07-25T23:37:00.011+08:00

friday, 24 july 09

went to school as usual. i only went for swt. we played netball. only 6 of us wants to playedd. so, we divide ourselves. 3 vs 3. the rest of the girls were happily playing tennis. after playing, we got tired. so, we had our own break because we were thirsty. got ourselves a drink and when back to play the game. tooked pictures on our way to canteen. haha, the view were nice.

pictures taken during swt;

got home early. sekma came to my house. we chill under my voideck. fiza gave sekma a called. she said she's joining us. so, we wait for her. 10minutes later, she reached. the three of us went up. will be meeting b at 630pm. so, im trying to kill time by spending with my friends, we eat and watch some funny video. we even tooked some photos. haah! i had fun. its 530pm, sekma and fiza soon got out from my house and went home.

pictures taken at home;

i wait for b to text. a couple of minutes later, b text. so, i got out from my house and went to meet him at orchard. when i reached orchard, there he is sitting along side near the railing. haha! aww, i miss miniboy so much. we chit-chat and had a walk at fareast. and, so on. blablabla. gonna end here. i had fun with miniboy

p.s: i love you forever miniboy♥

2009-07-22T14:33:00.002+08:00

wednesday, 22 July 09

wake up late. luckily sekma gave me a called. its rainnig here. reached bustop but sekma werent there. so, i waited for her there. school altready started. received message from sekma saying to meet her at her voideck. we chill and chit-chat for awhile. we reached school around 10am plus. did our research base on our new assignment. had our break. b text saying his not meeting me today and will be calling me tonight. sigh. not in the mood. cant be bother. sekma having problem with his boyfriend now. pity her so much. hope she can overcome what she's been through. good luck! im in class now, nothing to do. april class suck.

2009-07-21T19:09:00.002+08:00

tuesday, 21 july 09

things turn out great. baby called me and said sorry. wake up early and went to school. skipped my first lesson because i got presentation going on. its kinda sucky thou. went out of school with sekma. buy ciggrates and went to our place where we usually hangout. chill there to kill time. a friends pass by which we asked him for a ciggrate before, came and chill with us together. then, came with his other friends to chill with us. they crack a lot of lame joke but funny la. haha! after cracking some joke, sekma and i went to school to finish up zai work because the due date is today. luckily finished my work on time. fuhh. school finished late today. um, now im at home blogging. waitng for b to call(:

ps: new friends make cracky jokes.

i miss b♥

2009-07-20T21:35:00.005+08:00

monday, 20 july 09

woke up late. meet sekma opposite our school bustop. she wants asapo. haha! meet fiza there too. cabut our first class. finished school early today. when home and have a rest. meeting b in 2hours time. when out at 5pm and meet b at our usual place. bumped into sekma, bedt and aieen. talked to them while waitng for b. after waiting for him for a couple of minutes, finally he came. said goodbye to them. i was delight to see b. we went window-shopping at tampines. around 7plus, we tooked 18 and when to afgan to eat my favourite wanton noodle. we were hungry, so we went there to eat. on our way there, we fight over something that is, which i can called it meaningless. i was hungry and he showed me this stupid attitude. at first, i was mad at him. but, to think back again its stupid to fight. i told him to forget about it. he ignore. what hurts the most, he show me this looked and say, im going home. no mood to eat. i was fuck up. i was speechless. and having so much to say, and watch you walked away and left me and when home. i was shocked. this is not the first time he doing this. i cant stand it anymore. so, i too went home. tears started to fall down my cheek. im not afraid to cry every once in a while. i say to myself, its okay, maybe one day he'll change. that was what he promise me. im giving up hopes. now seeing that loving you, is what i was trying to do. i would trade, give away all the words that i saved in my heart, that i left unspoken. i love you♥

ps: i love you, please change for the better♥

2009-07-19T18:57:00.003+08:00

sunday, 19 July 09

today supposed to meet baby. but, his out with family. well, stay at home and online. still not feeling well. hope i'll be alright tomorrow.

ps: aww, i miss baby so much.

2009-07-14T17:23:00.007+08:00

On our first date

We went to cityhall

We talked and laugh together

you share your lame joke with me

both of us sit at clarke quay

you said you liked me

I was so shy

'Cause you are such a handsome guy

I liked you all that time

And now you really are mine

But don't think I'm a wussie

Love can be stupid

But for you,

I'll do everything

even though, sometime we fought

We'll make it through

'Cause you love me and I love you

Even though we're live far apart

I hold you close in my heart

♥♥♥

ps: i love you ramdan♥

2009-07-14T16:25:00.006+08:00

Tuesday, 14 July 09

came late for school. had our breakfast.

sekma and i planned to cabut out second lesson.

meet up with fiza.

then we chat and tooked photo;

i miss ketot!♥

went home early and rest(:

2009-07-14T16:16:00.003+08:00

Monday, 13 July 09

lesson getting boring these days.

too many assignment to work with. pening *o*

school ends early. went lepak with sekma at the voideck.

meet baby ketot at tampines interchange at 530pm.

we went to rasa 21 to eat wanton noodles. it was delicious.

baby ketot said, it was nice but spicy. haha!

after that, we went to tamp 1. i showed him the electric fan.

i want to have one. can't wait.

bumped into anna and sofee. slack at teadot with them.

watch some funny video. we cant stop laughing.

went off early because ketot sending me home. sigh*

2009-07-14T16:12:00.003+08:00

Saturday, 11 July 09

When out with anna. went shopping with her. she bought alot of sleeves. then both of us went to the raw with me gig. meet a few of our friends there. went home early.

2009-07-14T15:59:00.002+08:00

Friday, 10 July 09

went to school as usual and meet up with sekma at our usual place. miss april release us early at 10plus. since we end early, i went lepak with sekma and fiza. after that went home. fetch baby at lakeside and off to Hort Park at hyderabad road. he tooked some pictures. after we had fun and stuff. we went to esplande to celebrate adie birthday. haha! went off home after that.

i love you sayang ♥

2009-07-09T18:41:00.004+08:00

Thursday, 9 July 09

did'nt went to school due to ez link. asked dad to left me extra cash to top up my ez link. seem like he didnt remember. gosh. sleep back. wake up around 2pm. wait for mum and dad to got home. then can eat. hah!

2009-07-09T18:11:00.006+08:00

Wednesday, 8 July 09

wake up late, went to school and meet sekma at our usual place. reached school, lectures tells us why were we late and why both of us cabut school yesterday. i told him i'm tired. sekma told she's sick. lol! padahal2. learned new module. the new teacher asked the whole class to group themselves and asked us to intro ourselves using a video cam to records. kinda kekek at first but we manage to intro ourselves. went home early and meet b. he fetch me tampines interchange. gave him a hug and off we went to cineleisure and booked our ticket. watch transfomers. the show was awesome. after the show, we had a lame fight. after got back at home. i say to him im sorry. asked him to called and we chat. haa~~

what a tiring day.

Tuesday, 7 July 09

Went to school with sekma as usual. tot of meeting b. so my friends and i cabut class. text b wether he meeting me or not and he replied saying no. gosh! i was upset. luckily my friends were with me. if not, i were have to go home and will be rotting at home alone with grandma. bored. so, i slack around with them. i had fun. we learn new chinese word like boabei, apui and lots more. haha! then, planned to make hanna. fiza do for me. pictures were taken;

thanks for the hanna, fiza!

was greatly done! *thumb up*

2009-07-06T23:21:00.001+08:00

i miss b♥

2009-07-06T22:55:00.008+08:00

Monday, 6 July 09

Wake up early. wash up and get ready for school. met sekma at our usual place. get new time-table and get new teacher. new time-table suck. this semester, i'll gonna be busy. time-table stated that we will be having long hours learning because we got to learn a new module. kinda sucky, i know. miss my classmate. pictures were taken too. haha! got home early. tot of meeting b, i guess not, he finished at 5pm. so, went lepak with sekma and fiza. we chit-chat and stuff. i miss b♥

2009-07-06T22:50:00.003+08:00

Sunday, 5 July 09

mom woke me up, asking me and fidah to help her at her shop. it was 5am in the morning. im so sleeping. yawn~ wash up and get ready. we were late. tooked taxi to changi. reach there around 6plus, after helping out, we went home at 1.55pm. pooh came to my house. give her my school shirt which i dont really wear in school. chit-chat with her. i had a great day but still im tired after a long tiring day.

2009-07-06T22:46:00.003+08:00

Saturday, 4 July 09

Meet liya at zacky house busstop at 3am. when to the gig. meet b there. after that fetch anna at somerset mrt station. the gig was awesome.

2009-07-06T22:41:00.004+08:00

Friday, 3 June 09

When out with b. follow him go jamming.

bumped into liya.

we chit-chat after so long we've been apart.

2009-07-03T00:12:00.003+08:00

Thursday, 2 July 09

did nothing at home.

im bored, cant meet b.

he's meeting his friends. sobs.

bored,bored,bored.

2009-07-01T02:19:00.005+08:00

tuesday, 30 June 09

went out with b. aww, miss that boy very much♥. before meeting that boy, sekma and fizah give me a called asked me to come down. i meet them for awhile. we chit-chat and talked about life. they went off early because they know im meeting b later. continue to my love story, i meet him at bugis mrt station. he laugh at my new hair. i was frustrated. he bully me along the way, and asked why i cut my hair like that. i was speechless. i dont know what to say. damn! accompany him bought his new pants at bugis street. after that, we went to singapore flyer and chill there. kinda cool though. haha! i had fun. he bought me something from KL. it was sweet. he remembered me. yay!~

i love you so much♥

along the way we went to marina square. take some fresh air and chill at marina step. met someone whom i dont wish to bump or even meet him ever. gosh! i hate that guy. i was totally blank. i dont know what to say or whatever should i do at that time. i wish he could dissappear. fuck him! i was in a bad mood. b and i went off from that place and went home. i didnt talk to b for a couple of minutes. sorry b. i was stress. wish you could call me when you reach home. ill be waiting. i love you♥.

2009-07-01T01:59:00.004+08:00

monday, 29 June

Once awake, watch tv, eat and bath. get really to go out. when out with fidah, her date and his friends. tooked train and alight at bugis mrt station. before meeting them, i and fidah went to cold storage to get our sushi and drink. meet fidah date and his friend quite late. all of us when to arab street and had sheesha. we enjoyed ourselves. play cards, eat fries and stuff. photo were taken too(:

2009-06-29T00:50:00.005+08:00

miss baby. chat with friend at msn, did nothing. chill under the voideck with fidah and hafiz. took photo with chacha. my fringe suck. haha! can wait to see b when he got back from KL. haa~~ yay!~

he say dont update the pictures, but, i still update it. haha!

dont tell him. shhh!!!

im dead, if he know

2009-06-27T18:21:00.012+08:00

yesterday meet b at 5pm. as usual he's late for half an hour. and his reason was. some unapporopriate answer. but, i don't really mind. as long as he come, i'm okay with it. haha! we went window shopping. after that, follow him jamming with his band members. around 9pm, we went to SMU and chill there. he keep talking about tomorrow with is today. he'll be going to KL. haha! he was elated. hope his doing okay over there. have a safe trip baby♥
miss him so much ♥♥♥

hurry up and wait love♥

Everything that you've always dreamed of,

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet

Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it

You know you can, if you get the chance.

cut my fringe and it's kinda sucky. i hate it. sobs +.+

sekma came to my house today. she bought me chicken rice to eat.

sweet banget!! ^^

we talked and laugh about our problems. after all the chit-chat. we watched hindustan at vasantham central. kinda romatic. haha! she went off around 6pm.

sofee going oversea, have a safe trip hunny♥
wish you all the best for the shooting!

2009-06-26T01:22:00.012+08:00

Thurday, 25 June

today, meet anna at 5 plus at safra. went for a job interview with her and iqah. iqah getting prettier. i adore her. lol! after the interview, went to meet sofee at tampines. we went window shopping at tampines 1. we were starving. planned to go to anna house and eat. after eating, the three of us, watch the movie called, 'wild child'. the story was awesome. nice. webcam with anna friends at msn and took some pictures. went home quite late. waiting for b to call. seem like his asleep. i guess. pity him. he's going KL on saturday. gonna miss him.

I know if I could do it over,

That I left unspoken.

And not seeing that loving you,

Is what I was trying to do.

I would trade,

give away all the words that I saved in my heart♥

Wednesday, 24 June

meet b at clarke quay around 5 plus.

went window shopping and stuff.

quarrel for no reason. (-.-)

after clarke quay, we went to esplanet.

chill there for awhile. chit-chat.

had fun being with him. adore him so much.♥

time sure runs fast. time to go home

b send me to the mrt platform and both of us wait for my train to come.

give him a hug and say goodbye.

miss him already. sigh

2009-06-23T00:13:00.007+08:00

today, rot at home. waiting for anna to come back home. bored. she's not in singapore. dont know whether what time she reach home. dont know whether tomorrow going marina barrage or not. blearghh!!! will be waiting.

I'm starting to figure out that I cannot live without you.

I hope you're thinking of me, because all the stars above me sing your name.

I always remember you.

I miss you, love♥

2009-06-22T00:12:00.009+08:00

Sunday, 21 June 2009

wake up at 730am, not enough sleep. im tired and im sleepy.
before, i was awake>>>
mum called asked us siblings to clean the house. tired babe!
around 11plus, went out with family to attend our cousins weddings.
kinda bored thou. tooked some pictures.

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reached home around 5 plus. got change and when to pooh birthday party with chacha.
had fun. lol! her boyfriend getting fatter. haha!
now, at home and start blogging.

Saturday, 20 June 2009

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went out with anna, abi, alif and two more guys.
went to marina barrage. reached there quite late.
because of abi! ass. tooked some photo and stuff.
went home , bath and had my supper.

Friday, 19 June 2009

wake up late again . the wheather is hot.
packed things for today picnic.called anna and pooh asking them weather they are going or not.they said, yeap. they going.

meet pooh at tampines mrt and meet anna at pasir ris mrt station.

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reached there around 5 plus. we enjoyed ourselves.
we laugh, we we share problems, we eat and mostly we had fun.
although, i had a flu. kinda irritating thou. but, still i have to bear with it.
tooked a lot of photos today. we even collection seashells for memories. lol!

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on our way home, i left something behind(my sister towel).because its very precious to her.
we had to turn back and search for it.
luckily, we found it. fuh~~ thank god!
reached home quite late. mom asked for help from us(refering to me and chacha)to go to out aunty house to send things there. reached her house, give it to her and went home.
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reached home around 12.45am.
had my supper, take a bath, play with my lovely cats.
it was a tiring day, i had fun(:

Thursday, 18 June 2009

wake up late. give pooh a called. after chit-chatting on the phone, we put down.
planned to watch friday the 13th with chacha. but, in the end we didnt.
fidah wanna used the lappy. bustard sia (*_*)sigh.
using her lappy, i asked her to online my msn.[since my pp8 is low].
looked out for anna and asked her out.
call pooh again, saying we goona have picnic tomorrow.
so, she said okay, anna say it too(',') yAy!! cant wait.
listen to mj12 with nurul. kc wasnt the one telling the story because hes out of town, i guess. haah!it was another dj who was telling the ghost story. kinda bored. urgh! switch off the radio.
tot of sleepy. cant sleep. because i had a flu. im gonna be sick. gosh!
hope i can make it tomorrow.

2009-06-17T23:13:00.009+08:00

today was freaking hot.

met baby♥ today. [♥.♥] haaa!~~

after so long we've been apart.

finally we meet at city hall mrt control station at 2pm.

he was late for 1 an half hour. (>,<)

we meet early because he need to attend to his band session at 730pm.

we went to esplanet to take some air, then when to marina and then to fort canning.

we start talking cock and stuff. we almost had a fight. we kept blaming each other.

(kinda lame thou).

but, in the end both of us said sorry.

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can't wait to meet him again. yay!~ [♥.♥] haaa!~~

i ♥ him so much.

reached home early.

chacha and i planned to watch movie. haah!

we watch princess hour and drag me to hell.

this is the second time we watching princess hour this year. (=.=)

after watch and doing our stuffs.

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we went to sleep. [zzZZzz]..

2009-06-16T19:38:00.001+08:00

today, rot at home again. did nothing. eat, online and play with my cats. bored! been 10 days since i meet b. i wonder how is he and what is he doing right now. i miss him so much. kinda tired of waiting for him.

2009-06-16T19:10:00.006+08:00

Monday, 15 June 2009

*story cut short*didnt meet b. he had band session meeting. so i spare him. rot at home. bored!

Sunday, 14 June 2009

*story cut short*both me and anna sleep pretty late and wake up early. we watch movie and stuff. kinda fun. i reached home around 8plus. watch mega movie at channel 5. sleep late. tot of meeting b tomorrow.

Saturday, 13 June 2009,

*stry cut short*saturday were fun. met anna and sofee. when shopping and stuff. bumped into liya and friends, abi and friends. went lepak with them. tooked photo. when tonning with anna at punggol.

Thursday, 11 June 2009

wake up early. bath and get ready. went out at 11plus. meet anna but she was'nt there. she text me saying she's going to ite bedok for awhile and asked me to come over and meet her at bedok mrt. i told her i reached pasir ris already. she asked me to call sofee. i hung up and call sofee.. luckily she was awaked. i say im coming over. i went to a bubble tea shop and bought honeydew milktea. went to sofee house. *story was cut short* anna reached sofee house. we dye each other hair. tooked some photo and video. around 4 plus when out of sofee house and when to paya lebar to send things. kinda tired though. *story cut short* when to pasir ris park. we played a game called chuzzle deluxe. we take turns to play. that all on that day.

2009-06-10T18:50:00.000+08:00

did nothing at home, bored!

2009-06-09T21:23:00.003+08:00

pooh went to my house. we watch movie. jangan tegur, sundal bolong 2 and night at the museum 2. pooh brought those cds and she even bought chocolate for us to eat while watching. sweet of her. she went home early today. miss baby. 3 more days to meet him or either besties. cant wait. hope we meet, i guess. goodnight(:

jangan tegur

sundal bolong 2

night at the museum 2

2009-06-08T21:00:00.005+08:00

did nothing at home. camwhore with my younger sister. since both of us were bored. looked at the pictures we took. have fun(:

2009-06-05T20:56:00.004+08:00

wake up early, mot shit in my room, fcuk! cant sleep, agent coming in 45minutes time. she checked the house and take some photograph because we moving out soon. after she done her work. she went home. continue sleeping. sekma give me a called, telling me she got problem. i helped her and console her. she smiled and said thanks to me. kinda touched thou. haha! pooh, my best friends ever who understand me, come over my house. pooh and sekma make friends. ahah! lol! we chat along the way. P/S: some part missing,(lazy to explain the hold thing) sekma went off early to meet her boyfriend. gonna end soon. hope she okay(: now, left me and pooh, we chitchat about life and stuff. haha! pooh went home at 10pm. i had a great day, enjoying myself. happy, happy, happy. search at the net, and saw this poetry. copy it and paste it here. it's for sekma and pooh;

worth more than gold,

Give all the love,

A heart can hold.

sekma(ely) aida(pooh)

2009-06-04T19:43:00.003+08:00

did nothing at home, bored!! urgh, i need a job. miss baby. want to meet him. can't wait. i wonder when i get to meet my friends. been so long since we chill together. now chatting with yan moretti. haah! he keep on forgetting where i stay. lol!. ahah!

2009-06-02T20:09:00.009+08:00

i tot i was late for school today. but, i was'nt. gave me a huge fright. haha! meet sekma and went to school together. did out examination using an OTAS paper. the exam was hard. i hope, i did well. haha!. im missing b already. hope he's doing well. after school, sekma, aieen and me went to eat our lunch at KFC. after eating and done with our talking. something come up in our mind. we dare each other to drink/eat something that we made. so called as, 'our own dish'. only sekma and i dare to do it. here is the video that aieen tooked and some of the photos too;

got home early, too some pictures. because i was bored.

some pictures taken;

im not a kid. asl nk kena blog kasi orang tau. asl tk nk ckp terus terang. if you want me to make the first move. then, fine by me. i know my mistake and all. but, you should know that in this situation, no one is wrong. because i was caught and i cant picked up any calls and even replied you. and why can't you wait. be patient! as if, i wont come to you. if other people cant understand me why can't you? are you expecting me to beg you. come on! grow up, please? this is just a small matter. for the past few years, i waited for you at simei last cabin. eventhough you are late for 45mins, half an hour, 15mins or 5mins. have i ever leave you or even complained. well, i don't. because, i dont want to fight. i hope what im trying to say here, make you realise how i appreciate our friendship.

well, night to everyone, goodnight(: